Have you had to exist as the composite definition of // Externalized perceptions of your value based in contribution? // You become more than tired // Of what you’re told you can’t do // By those who made you ashamed // Of the pulse that you retain // And if they ask if you’re all right, you have to lie // I can’t change the world I’m in // By not livin the life I’d end // I’m far from the person I was but // Not still the one I’ll become // I’m too well adjusted to loss // To find myself concerned with the cost // I’m not still the person I was but // Far from the one I’ll become // To be subjugated in your skin // Is having to be told you’ll // Amount to nothing by a world // In which you are forced to live // You’re stripped of your autonomy // And you’re made to be patient // When you’re taught your only freedom // Is to find relief in death // I’m not “all right,” and I’m not going to lie to thank your supremacy anymore // I can’t change the world I’m in // By not livin the life I’d end // I’m far from the person I was but // Not still the one I’ll become // I’m too well adjusted to loss // To find myself concerned with the cost // I’m not still the person I was but // I’m proud of who I’ve become
credits
from The Ableist,
released January 22, 2021
Barry Cabrera – Guitar
Stephan Piven – Guitar
Jairus Paulus – Bass
Johnny Chacon – Drums
Paul Scanty – Lead Vocals
supported by 4 fans who also own “Subjugation of Skin (Part II)”
This is one of those albums where I have a different favourite track every week, and it's been like that since the release that is now a year ago. What a massive album, starting out with fist pumping chants and gradually getting more electro but always with that punk grit attitude. Top 3 of 2023. Gijs van Soest